Perhaps this blog is dead enough to avoid unwanted attention. Not all stories have a happy ending. Always I keep silent. it's not the time, the situation's not right, the circumstances doesn't allow for it. Perhaps if once I took the step things would be different? Though my story doesn't end here, right now it's just pages of disappointments and emptiness.
Damn. such an emo post. One day I'll look back, read this and laugh at my stupid self.
Soldier 
