It's the main indgredient for a C4 charge. And is also what I feel I have inside my chest. Putting on a mask, staying shut, acting nonchalant, yet getting every peice of information that I can get, discreetly of course. I don't think anyone knows, with the exception of the special few. I don't think Yankee knows either. I highly doubt it.
It's ok most of the time, just comes around to bite me in the arse so hard once in awhile. How long am I going to keep this up? What would I do if Yankee knew? I have no clue.
How would one know unless he tries, yet finding the right time to act is also wise.
Sometimes I wish it could all go away until the time is right. This is bitter sweet, like 1% sweet and 99% bitter. It's pathetic, really.
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