Like a cyclonite composition C Sunday, October 30, 2011 at 9:37 AM
It's the main indgredient for a C4 charge. And is also what I feel I have inside my chest. Putting on a mask, staying shut, acting nonchalant, yet getting every peice of information that I can get, discreetly of course. I don't think anyone knows, with the exception of the special few. I don't think Yankee knows either. I highly doubt it.
It's ok most of the time, just comes around to bite me in the arse so hard once in awhile. How long am I going to keep this up? What would I do if Yankee knew? I have no clue.
How would one know unless he tries, yet finding the right time to act is also wise.
Sometimes I wish it could all go away until the time is right. This is bitter sweet, like 1% sweet and 99% bitter. It's pathetic, really.
What guys think about modesty Monday, October 03, 2011 at 10:21 AM
It speaks my mind so much. I really wonder, especially for women who claim to be the followers of Christ. What is the reason for dressing like skimpily? It is SO sadenning heartbreaking that long time believers would choose to dress like that. Is it that you have no idea what guys would say behind your backs? What they would think? Or do you not care?
Let me share some things that are very common within the conversations of secullar guys. When they see a pretty skimply dress girl they talk about how they would ravage her and talk about how they would go to bed with her. Beauty is ignored. When a girl, let me be frank here, who is not beautiful but has figure and dresses skimpily, phrases like "Bag the face, bomb the base and close the case" are VERY common. what does it mean? It means they don't care how ugly your face is they'll put a bag over it and have sex with you anyway. For a night, and close the case, never seeing you again. What of girls with no looks and no figure? guys joke with each other saying that thier friend's "wife/girlfriend" is here. You become a object of INSULT. Is this what you want? I pray this isn't what your looking for Please don't do this to yourself no matter how you look. Please I beg of you, i'm sharing this because it is the truth.
I think it's horrible to follow the world's calling to use your body to gain attraction. I remember one secondary school buffet dinner, where many girls dressed with short tight skirts and all. And I remember the comment of one friend who said he didn't know that he was going to geylang. But there was one girl, who was dressed modestly, she always did and in my opinion, she was the most beautiful one of all. not because of her born looks, but because modesty coupled with character just makes her outshine all the others. And she's not even a christian.
Don't you as christian girls want to people who loves you for these things? Through character shaped by living a life of daily decisions made by carrying the cross, character of the fruits of the spirit, please, I WANT you girls to be loved for character, for BEAUTY and NOT for your body, that isn't love it's lust and very temporory with consequences that do you no good at all. Don't go that way please you lose so so much that God wants you to have.
Like the video says, we ARE to be distinct. For the girls it's a call to the way you represent yourself the way you represent christ, for us guys it's not to follow the world of other guys in engaging in lustful thoughts and actions, not looking at where our body wants to look and not thinking the lustful thoughts that bring about temporory sinful pleasure. We are not perfect and never will be, but through the grace of God we can work towards living a life that brings glory to his name.
Soldier 
