Here @ blogger, is where I can state the stuff where I can't on facebook. LOL Because almost no one reads blogger anymore. And I find it convenient to just type down my thoughts and keep a record of them without having to keep em in a book that takes space and collects dust. Pragmatist much?
Anyway, they say silence is golden. But it's painstakingly golden if you ask me. Keeping it hush is just so insane at times. When you try to hide it from all the rest, when you question every interaction, where you yearn but know you can't do much about the feeling. It's a volcano of emotions, needing to erupt but unable to.
As always logic comes to the rescue, having the knowledge on this matter, what then? What after the silence is broken? It could only lead to a whole cluster jam of confusion and uneccesary crap. Sometimes I feel it's unfair, Sometimes I feel that it's just another one to just wait and let it painfully die a slow death. But I know it's the right thing to do. I shall wait on you Lord, for you are faithfull and I know that you will come through for me.
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