"What's the next event" "Check strength" "who reported sick, what happened? where? when? which platoon? which school?"...
Just some of the things that goes through my mind over and over again when running camps. And yet mistakes happen, Wrong influence, wrong judgement. I've really got to know when to draw the line, I feel as though I did really badly for the last camp STEEL. But no matter, It shall be a lesson. Apart from that theres central management. Change. I taste it. It's gonna get better.
On the non NCC side of my life, holidays are quite boring I find, funny how I used to adore them and spend every minute playing pc games. Thank God I'm not the same anymore but yes, it gets boring. So exercise comes in! Been running and gyming and swimming. Here and there, in prep for the 20 click DE run, and also for personal fitness.
Also there's this irritating state of mind that i'm in. It irritates me because I know that i shouldn't be falling in love and every logical aspect of my mind tells me its something useless now at least, yet I can't help it. I find myself thinking about her, and then getting irritated over it. Confusing ain't it.
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