C/LTA TAN J. H. CLEMENT
[20]
[12/12/1990]
[Ductus Exemplo]
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NCC Central District
HIHS NCC
RP DOAL
FCBC DE Tribe
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venturing into BB. Nice one for the alarm failing on me and being late. what a shitty way to start the day. ran all the way to the mrt station and then somemore at bishan. also got a small lecture which I deserved (actually I deserved more then a lecture, felt like punching my face.) Not sure if joining is the right thing to do, i mean, heck i got enough on my sleeves already. ah hell. we'll just see how it goes.
Feeling moody today, dunno whats wrong with myself. Perhaps i'm dissapointed with myself, perharps it's the loneliness, perhaps i'm just being stupid, I dunno. feel like such a failure even though i know i'm not that big of a failure. bah. talking nonsense.
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Irritated with the current semester. I don't see any relation of most of my modules to my course. What has new web, enterpreneurship, marketing and bloody maths got to do with outdoor and adventure learning. Or better, what has it got to do with my future as a soldier. sigh. When the shit hits the fan you just gotta suck it up and take the shit. RP's not gonna change anything unless some big shot sees the flaws in its systems and complains, and the possibility of that happening is like Lee Kuan Yew dropping by my house for tea.
Been thinking about myself and what I want in terms of a relationship. Duh I want someone to call my own, who wouldn't? But then again rushing into it is mostly gonna cause more harm than good. Some say I've already waited too long, 19 years and never had a girl. But those same people are ridden with sorrow when they break up. "when it's time to walk that way, we want to walk it right."
Kapap seems good. Looks like it's better than krav maga! i'm so gonna take it up...provided i can afford it.
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Soldier 
